Friday 23 November 2012

BTB


Bed Time Blockbuster

  Dominic Brooks

“I can’t do this”
“What do you mean?”
“Any of this”
“I don’t understand”
“You can’t”
“So why are you telling me?”
“Because I haven’t even told you , because I know this is imagination”
“What are you talking about, your scaring me”
“I’m Sorry”
“Are you?”
“I’m not sure”
“Don’t say it if you don’t mean it.”
“I would never”
“And whys that?”
“I’m scared”
“You always are”
“How do you know that?”
“It’s not hard to see”
“And what happens if I cry?”
“Nothing”
“But why?”
“You know why”
“But everyone does”
“Everyone is not you”
“It includes me”
“It doesn’t define you”
“Should I want to?”
“Should you what?”
“Feel afraid?”
“Can you stop it?”
“Can’t you?”
“No”
“If I stop- if I can stop it, will you support me?”
“I would support you to the ends of the earth and back again”
“Do you love me?”
“Up to the moon and back down again”
“Good night mum”
“Good night sweat heart, I love you”
“I love you to, whens dad home?”
“I’ll send him up when he’s back, OK”
“OK”
And she blows me a goodnight kiss.


                                                                                              

Wednesday 21 November 2012

"No"

Its weird because i dont know how to talk to
 you, when inside my head words are all i seem to 
know.

A smokey silence, 
and the sound, or lack of, bells. 
i hear those sirens though. 

Where one sleeps at night
you only dream of two. 
the lack of it here fills this room. 

Even god wants not dreams, 
and inclined to agree 
i shall hang my head in shame. 

Happiness:
Something that life is for 
Life:
Something defined by your happiness 
You: 
Simply Forget. 

Bright eyes on each of the four, 
i sit cross legged on the floor. 
"This is my life man" 
and this is my wife. 

Sunken through sleep, 
the light burns through the sheet. 
Waking up to an unexpected arrival. 

It's nigh-on winter now, 
whilst I knock back three
last time for me, for the last time. 

A horse is dead, 
an alligator fed, 
Smell christmas this morning
and rejoice...


...we are innately happy now.